Funeral homes...

Every time I've ever been in a funeral home, I've wanted to explore and go into the basement, "My Girl" style.

Today I need all the help I can to remain stable so I don't rip someones head off. I swear to fucking god I hate my job sometimes.

Liike thatt one day

Don't mind my keyboard (tyypo diisclaimer).

I feel the same way as I ddid that night I found out about grandmommy. Awful news blindssidded by it. Both grrandmas. In ffaact all 3 now aren't doing good. My eyes hurt and my nose is. Clogged. Ii can do nothing to save the ineviitable whiich only  confiirms my helpplessness. I hate when I ddont have control over my feelings. 

6 months ago...

Firstt id like to apologize in advance for my phones keybboard. It multiplies letters. Andd adds perioodds for no reason andd I ddont feel like.  Correcting it. I tthink it addds character.

6 months ago I was in a different place. It was worst case scenariio and someething had to bee done. Nnothing in this world iis worthh losing family, significant others, or gremlins over and I'm thankfuul that I had the support andd courage to goo tto batttle. I'm continuouuslu obtaining viictory and  proud of it.

Most people won't know and the ones that do won't always underrstand but I know that what I've done will be forever life. Changing and I will always appreciate the chances that I was given to riight the wrongs.

I've survivvvedd another day andd noww it makes me happy.

~ Jen

One a dem thangs

One of my favorite things to do is sleep with a Gremlin blankie.