Thursday, August 6, 2009

It's been awhile...

It's definitely been awhile since I've been on here. I've been going through quite a bit. For a long time I was really super sick, like throwing up every single day and not being able to eat. I didn't think morning sickness would be so awful! I'm feeling a little better now. I'm able to eat and not puke. I sometimes still get sick but its usually if i eat something my stomach doesnt agree with or if i smell something horrid. lol. Its so hard to do dishes. lol. ramon laughs at me cuz i'll be gagging the entire time! hahahaha.

I'm 3 months now and i still barely show. i go to the doctor next week so they can make sure i'm doing alright and that my cervix is ok. I had a leep in 2003, pesky cervical cancer cells, and they are worried that my cervix won't be as strong as it should to support everything so i have to get checked every 2 weeks. Its a pain in the butt but its worth it. If they find that its not strong enough they are going to have to stitch it. that scares the hell out of me. i'm hoping i don't have to do that.

I'm so excited because they finally built a Sonic in Belvidere. I'm going to go tonight when ramon gets off work. he gets off at 8 now. i get off at 5:30 now! its crazy working days but its so much better. i can actually sleep when its dark! what a crazy concept!

I'm going to post pictures of my tum tum soon... i think i will do every trimester so that we can see the progress! I was thinking of girl names in case its a girl and I think i like the name Amiah. its so cuuuute!

Alrighty well, i'm waiting for my brother to come over because he's going to help me move a glass table that i have in my house. i dont want it anymore cuz we got a new one awhile ago and the glass one is too heavy for me to move and with ramon's knee he hasnt wanted to do it. growl. i cleaned house today so hopefully it'll look nice when ramon comes home. i vaccuumed. i think thats how to spell that. omfg. i found a huge spider thats by the bookshelf in my house. i'm so afraid to go over there. i'm going to make ramon suck it up with the vaccuum when he gets home, he just doesnt know it yet. lol. ::evil grin:: that's what boyfriends are for right?

I'm reading this book and i found a really cool quote in it, "Hope is oxygen when you're suffocating from despair".