Kudos!

Apparently one of my Chase customers called back in and wanted to let someone know how good of a job I did! I must be doing something right.

Yeah...

Yeah...I forgot how hard it is to work full time and go to school.  I did it in highschool but it was different because school was something I had to do and not something that I really wanted to do. College is different. Not only is it stuff that I want to know but its something that I'm paying a lot of money to learn so there's a lot of pressure. Its hard finding the energy after work to do school and then also spending time with Amiah. My worst fear right now is missing out with Amiah. I already feel as though I don't spend enough time with her cuz of work but now I have school too. I've been thinking a lot about staying home with her while I attend school and then probably working part time so that way id be able to spend more time with her as well as being able to concentrate more on school. I'm still trying to weigh out the pros and cons but I'm really contemplating it. We live pretty good right now but i think id be able to sacrifice some things in exchange for mymy time. I'm kinda stuck tho because my decision affects others as well so I don't know. I've been stressed and depressed and time is going by waaaay too fast. I don't want it to be too late. I wish I knew what to do. My heart is telling me one thing but my brain is telling me another. Why can't they just agree for once?

At the airport with papa!

Lockwood park

Sleeeeeepy...

Bueno! I'm just sitting here trying to find something to do while the rest of the people in my class finish taking the assessment. It was really easy. All you had to do was look the info up in "Chase Answers" which is the search engine for Chase employees. Pretty easy to use. I'm super tired though. I just drank my entire energy shot. It was a "Worx" one. Normally those work for me better than the 5 hour energy shot ones but I don't get the crazy amount of jitters. But I don't really feel it as much as I'd hoped. Once I get sleepy its hard to recover from it, especially in here where it's just so mundane. I miss my gremlin. I sometimes wish that I can take her to work with me so she can keep me company. I love her. Okay, I should pay attention now. Will try to blog more later! Byeeeee!

Married to a

Chicken ring! Lol