It's back!

So, the fedex guy delivered my laptop back to me today. I was pretty excited. It didn't take long at all. It was like less than a week I think. All my stuff is still on it too! My letter to Amiah and some pictures too! I'm not sure what ended up being the problem but my screen is fixed so I'm good to go. Amiah is chillin in her swing right now looking around. She ate a lil bit so she'll probably be hungry coming up. She gets to meet her second cousins and family tomorrow. She just doesn't know it yet. lol. I dunno how everyone is going to fit in my lil apartment tho so I'm a lil nervous about that cuz I'm not sure where everyones going to sit. I'll feel bad if people have to sit on the carpet. Who knows. Anyways. Lemme get off here. I'm going to probably post more pictures soon. I'm a picture taking maniac lately.

Yeppo my hippo

So We had a doctor's appointment today to check Amiah's weight and she's gaining alot now! She went from 8 pounds 3 ounces to 8 pounds 11 ounces! Yay! I'm pretty excited that she's gaining so much now. The doctor also put some stuff on her cord and made it fall off. It looks weird now but its still healing. In the third picture she's laying next to a full bag of dirty diapers in a smell-free diaper genie trash bag. lol. She poops alot.

Mommy's lil gremlin...

So, Me and Amiah are just hanging out right now, chillin. I ordered a boppy pillow yesterday and it was delivered this morning. It said it was delivered by Speedee delivery and damn, they were speedy! I've never had next day shipping for less than 5 bucks.Here's a picture of the one I got. It's a pillow to make breastfeeding easier and you can also prop them up with it too if they just wanna hangout. Amiah has the hiccups right now, it's so adorable. She sounds like a cartoon character. The first picture is of her propped in the boppy, then there's a picture of the boppy and then her cute lil self in her crib...pretending to be sleeping...until I walk away. lol

Stupid dell

Ugh, so lastnight I posted my blog and had the pics from the pediatrician and everything. My computer worked fine. When I was done, I shut down and plugged it in to charge. The next morning when I went to turn it back on, the screen is completely black. I was previously having issues with it, where the screen would go black and I'd turn it off and then back on and it would be fine. I was always meaning to call the technical support but never did because it would start working again. Well, this time it didn't. I'm super upset because I had imported all of the hospital pictures of Amiah onto the computer the night before and now I can't get to any of them because I stupidly didn't put anything on my flash drive. I've tried hooking it up thru the hdmi to the tv to see if i can see the screen through the tv but since it's password protected I can't see when to put the password in and it won't work unless windows is fully loaded. I've tried waiting a couple minutes after it turns on and then putting the password in but it never works and by this time it's been turned off and back on so many times that I have no idea if its even starting correctly or if its trying to start up in safe mode or something. We called dell and since it's still under warranty they are sending us a box to ship it so that they can fix it. They said they'll fix it and return it to us but I'm not sure if any of my stuff will be on it. Hopefully it'll be just the monitor that needs to be fixed and they won't have to wipe it or anything. Keep your fingers crossed, I really really really don't want to lose all my pictures.

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1st trip the pediatrician...

So, we had our first check up at the pediatrician today. Before we picked this pediatrician we were all responsible and shit and went to meet him and stuff and I really liked him. He was very animated which I don't think Ramon liked but I can see it working really well with children. He was very informational as well. So that was on the 4th of February and then 8 days later I had my lil girl which was pretty cool cuz he saw how pregnant I was and then I have this 8 pounder for him to see. lol. So i was a dork and took pictures while at the office so I could put them in her cute giraffe baby book. The pic where shes all slumped sideways in the scale she pooped! I think the picture captures it well. lol

Finally...

So I finally have a quick minute to make a quick post. It's been very busy here in baby land. I never knew it would be this much work even though everyone has always said that. lol. My baby girl is awesome though. She's a very good baby. She very rarely gets fussy really and when she does its not that bad. She does eat quite a bit though. She eats every 2 hours at least and when she eats, she chows. Ramon and I have a lil nickname for her. Gremlin. There was a time at the hospital where i was feeding her and while she was eating she was like making these growling noises! lol. I laughed so hard my stomach hurt so bad because of the incision. I still crack up because she is a lil gremlin. When she's hungry she'll go after anything! It's pretty cute. Her eyes are more open now and she's looking around. I don't think she can really see much yet but it's still cute, before, she could barely hold her lil eyelids open. We finally got the baby room pretty much done. It took awhile but we're doing it. I've been over exerting myself though. I need to take it easy. I have a hard time just sitting and relaxing so I haven't been letting my wounds heal like they should. Ramon is making me sit and relax for the next couple days because he says I do too much, which is probably true. I just get bored! lol. Anyhow, lemme post some pics before she wakes up and wants boob again. lol.

So I finally did it!

So... I finally had her! It was the roughest thing I've ever had to do in my entire life. I was so scared when my water broke cuz I was always saying I was ready and everything and then once the water broke was like woah, maybe i'm not as ready as i thought. Once those contractions started it became scary because the pain was so intense. Once I finally got the epideral it felt alot better but when it was time to finally push they had to turn the epideral off which is absolutely retarded to me and the pain got so bad and her head wasn't coming through. My body was too small and her head too big that it just wasn't working. My temp rose to around 103 and the doctor said she recommends a c-section because everytime I pushed her head wasn't fitting through my bones it was just molding to that shape. ew huh? Anyways... I was so terrifed to get a c section but by that time the pain was just so intense I just needed the contractions to stop. The scariest part of the c section is that you're awake the entire time. I was so afraid that I was going to feel them cut me open. I didn't of course but I was spazzing out. I don't think I could have done it without ramon being by me. He helped alot because he was so calm. Once they had me cut open it was so weird because I could feel them pushing and tugging on my insides! My whole body was being pulled side to side so they could tug the baby outta there. Once they finally pulled her lil body out she cried right away. I'll never forget that sound. I instantly cried because I was so happy and it was the best sound in the world to me at that moment. It was the happiest moment i could ever ask for. Everyone is right about giving birth. Its really hard, the process is so brutally hard but it doesn't even matter once you hear that cry for the first time you know every pain tear and struggle was completely worth it. After they pulled her out they immediatly took her to clean her and test her and everything. I was getting aggravated because I didn't get to see her for awhile after they pulled her from me. I was so anxious to see what she looked like. ill hafta finish this post in a lil while. The hospital is making me lay down cuz i have high blood pressure. ill be on here later to finish my thoughts and post pics....