It's a good day...

So, I feel so accomplished today... I called the secretary of state and finally got everything paid to get my license legalized again. Its costing me quite a bit but in a few days I can go to the DMV and get a new license and actually legally drive. lol. Lately I've been feeling a bit artistic so I bought a mini piggy bank from michaels and glitterized the hell out of him and put googlie eyes on him. He's so adorable. I also bought some acrylic paints and painted this picture. I know its amature but I'm just getting back into the groove. I have to go to work soon so this isn't too long. but Have a good day!!!!

Productive day's off work...

So, I took 2 days of PTO from work. It was great. Yesterday Ramon, Travis and I went to an icehogs game. It was fun. Not too many fights but they won which was cool. Before hand we stopped at Cryptonight and shared a scoobiesnack. It's this fishbowl filled with florescent liquor. Delicious stuff. Dangerous.

Dude. So today I had to get up at the ass crack of dawn so that we could shoot the rest of the movie that I'm playing a part in. I got there around 11 am and we didn't get done until after 7 pm. We got most of it done but there's still alittle more to do on Monday. I'm pretty proud of myself because I did pretty good as far as remembering my lines. I thought I'd be the person that would freeze up and stuff but it wasn't me, thank god. I can't wait to see the finished product. Afterwards we all met at Cryptonight again and had a couple drinks. We had a scoobie snack again. This one was even more dangerous than the night before. It was coolness. I have some pictures yay!

A great day...

There's nothing like waking up and cooking breakfast of bacon and eggs. It started my day out fantastic.It's the first day of my work week, so far so good. I'm going to have a good day at work. ::keep telling myself that:: and everything's going to go smoothly. I think today I'll get through all my email first thing, and then check my bay's quality scores. Hopefully we get to have dress-down this week because I'm already dressed down. lol. ::shrugs:: ahh well. So this week I only have to work 3 days because I took PTO days for Friday and Saturday because of the shoot. It'll be a nice lil vacation. So I'm growing this thing with hair. His name is Herm. Here's a picture of him. I bought Ramon one too but his is growing better. I don't know why but I hope mine starts growing more so I can style it. lol.

I am who I am.

Dude. I haven't been on here for awhile. I've had a busy busy weekend so far. It's my last day off of work which sucks but I am feeling pretty good. I'm taking this new sleep medicine which actually works... it relaxes me and let's me fall asleep. I wake up feeling refreshed too! It's a great thing. I just wish I understood why I can't fall asleep. It's like i'll be dead tired but my brain won't calm down enough for me to fall asleep. I'm always thinking, always thinking. Nothing imparticular but just thinking. About everything sometimes and nothing other times. It makes no sense. Ramon sometimes tells me that it's all in my head as to why I can't sleep but I don't think he understands. I get angry at that expression because I don't do it on purpose. I don't think anyone really understands. Its not something I can just shut off and be fine. In a way i think he's partially right that its in my head but that's the problem. I can't sleep and that's that. I just don't understand how someone can just lay there, shut their eyes, and fall asleep. I just don't understand that. I wish I could do that. Maybe some day I won't need help falling asleep.

So, what's been new with me? Well. Tons. I hate my job. Well, I don't hate my job,I'm just tired of stuff. I love the people but the job portion is really getting out of hand. They expect so much but give so little appreciation in return. I guess that's the way it's supposed to be but its getting so frustrating. We live in a corporate world that runs workers like slaves and pays them the same.

On a plus side, I'm going to be in a short film for my friend Travis. I work with Travis. He's awesome! I won't see him as much tho because he's changing shifts at work but we'll still talk and stuff. Anyhow, I play a character named Skylar. It's a pretty sick film, hilarious but sick. Disturbing would be a better adjective. We did the first shoot today. The bed scene. I was so nervous because I had never acted before in my life and here I am pretending to do it with some dude (no it's not a porn). It was crazy tho! It's gonna be so awesome when it's done. It's about these crazy skeet shooting accidents. lol. i'll try to post it when it's done. I get to say "heptidouche" in it. Yes. I made this word up. It's a seven sided douche. lol. So yes, the hardest part of the movie is over and Travis says I did great. He says I have acting potential. lol. I hope I get rich some day. lol. Then maybe my dad can live in his pool house.

Or maybe I should just start working out, become buff, and fight for a living.

This is my character Rupert in Animal Crossing!

sTiLL aLiVe, DeAtH aNd ReViVe.

My doctor prescribed way too high of dosage of Trazadone. Did you know you can feel like you have a crazy f'd up hangover after taking some of that? I thought it was going to be better than Ambien but now I'm not so sure. You live, you learn.

(miss you dad!)

The weekend...

Over the weekend Ramon and I went to Ikea! It was awesome! We also walked around woodfield mall and I got Heather her other Christmas present and we also went to this crazy bowling alley! It was enormous! Like it was the biggest f'n bowling alley I've ever seen in my life. It wasn't like all run down or anything either like most bowling alley's. ::holds her pinky up:: It was fancy. My camera didn't have battery on the trip (I forgot to charge it) which sucks but I still got a couple pictures with my phone. They are kind of blurry. (sorry). The first one is a picture of just the arcade in the bowling alley and the second one is a picture of the inside of Ikea. The place is amazing, I want to decorate my house with everything in there! :-D Anyhow, the trip was great and I had alot of fun. (Thanks Ramon!)

Omfg. I almost forgot to mention the fact that we ate at Sonic too! That place is one of my favorite places to eat, they really need to build one in Rockford. If I had the money, I'd open one up.

Awwwwwe!

Ramon said he immediately thought of me when he saw this picture.