lol. hilarious.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OL60TcpoF4Q

Alive...

Muah!

Well. I'm finally able to actually get on the computer. I went to the ER on Tuesday and finally got out lastnight. Ectopic pregnancies are vicious so I've learned and experienced. I couldn't have asked for a better boyfriend to take care of me through this. Thanks Ramon.

When I was in the hospital I learned that alot of people care about me. My dad and my mom came and visited me. My friend heather came and visited me. Ramon's brother and his mommy came to see me. My mommy came to visit me several times actually. It was really nice to have people there. Ramon stayed there for hours with me, and put up with me all drugged up and cranky. lol.

My tummy is turning purple but its better than losing any body parts. I lost a baby but things happen for reasons and there will be plenty of more chances. They tell me it's still possible in the future.My dad wants me to have a baby. He's going to baby sit all the time. I'm kinda sad this one didn't work out cuz I think he was kinda upset but I think he's more glad that his own baby's alive. :-D The first night when I was there, he was running around the ER like a lunatic. Gotta love dads.

I found out that another friend died today, this afternoon. Stupid heroin. Good people die that way. I've lost too many people to that drug. The only good thing that has come from it, is that I've learned that it's not worth it. I'd rather...

~ See my hamster drink from his water bottle, with his cute little paw holding onto it.

~ Have my boyfriend tell me I'm beautiful, even when I first wake up.

~ Getting kisses.

~ Eating bacon.

~ Eating more bacon. mmm.

~ Have a twin brother.

~ Have parents that are still alive and that love me.

~ Having a job that I earn a decent amount of money at.

~ Eating pixie stix like I was a kid.

~ Laugh until it hurts.

~ Go on a chocolate shake binge for a few weeks.

~ Having a best friend named Heather.

~ Make bracelets.

~ There's so much more I'd rather do but I'm getting kind of tired. Still weak.

Anyhow, It's me and my brother, Gary's birthday today. Well, for another 4 minutes. It'll be after midnight when I get these pictures on here. It's been a crazy birthday but it's still been a good one. Well... Here's a picture of the cake that Ramon made me. Keep in mind I just got out of the hospital lastnight. Here's some misc pics that I wanted to add on here. I haven't been online for a long time...

No, I'm not high in this picture, Ramon took me out to dinner for my birthday and this is also after surgery. God...that steak huuuurt later.

Celebrating the golden birthday...

Alright...so I'm turning 24 on October 24th. My best friend Heather organized this get-together for me at Nippon's. It was so fun! (thank you Heather!) The Kareoke machine was broken but it was still fun. (don't push the button!) lolololol.

*Buuuuuuuuuuuurp*

So, Ramon and I went to Sinnissippi Park today because I wanted to go for a walk. It's getting down to the last few day's of nice weather. We got there around 3:15 pm. Now, usually, if we go there, we don't get there until well after 4:00 pm. Well, I don't know if you've ever been there or not, but if you get there before 4:00 pm, you can go into the greenhouse area where they have turtles and huge fat fish and they even have parrots! (You have to go, dad!)

So I get there and I see a fat ass fish. Koi I think. My mommy bought me a stone with Koi on it not too long ago. Anyhow, I go to bust out my camera (I take it EVERYWHERE!) and I go to turn it on to take a picture and duuuude. I totally forgot to put the battery in it after charging it lastnight. GROWL. I was kinda mad. But alas, it was still a cool time.

I seen this white parrot and he was all bobbing his head when I bobbed my head and he repeats "pretty bird" if you say it to him. When we were walking away, he says "bye!) with a parrot accent of course. lol. It was awesome! I think I'll call him Rupert. lol.

I tried to find some pictures online of the green house but I couldn't find much. I only found a picture of how it's going to look when it's remodeled but it wouldn't upload. Ah well.

Some pictures... I love em.

Me and my boyfriend, Ramon. I love him. I love him gooood. :-D

This is my baby. He's a dwarf hamster. His name is Biscuit. he almost died a couple of weeks ago because he caught a disease called wet tail. He's fine now. I saved him. He's eating cheese in the picture. I fed him turkey today tho. He loves turkey...he loves it good. :-D

My Mom and her Daddy. They're soooo cute! I love the facial expression on my Grandpa! lol.



My Mommy brought my Grandma and Grandpa over to my house. I was having a bad hair day. (I love my Mommy!) I just need some pictures of my dad!

Here is me and my twin brother, Gary @ 23 years old.

I'm baaaaaaack!

Holy mother, they wouldn't let me blog for the longest time! Some stupid message about how it "looked" like a spam blog and someone had to review it. I dunno how that works out! lol. My dad said that it was because I said the F word.

FFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKK. lol. ok.

So I have new pictures of the sky that I took. Here's one!

I carry my new camera with me everywhere because the best pictures come randomly. I was also doing laundry the other day with Ramon and we were on Auburn St. at the laundry mat (I HATE not having a washer and dryer of my own) and it was such a beautiful day out. There was a gigantic cemetery where I took some pictures too! I seen this GIGANTIC tombstone. Here's a picture. :-)

Peaceful...

I love cemeteries, they are so beautiful.

Dairy Queen saved the day!

Dude. So yesterday...I didn't do a whole lot but just sat around and watched tv and played on the computer and created this here most awesomeness blog... I waited for Ramon to come home at 2 am. I made him dinner. It was this hamburger helper taco thing. It was pretty good. Well, after we ate, we watched some tv and I got a craving for a chocolate shake. It was unstoppable. it was about 3:58 in the morning and we went on a mission for a shake. The only place that we knew that would be open was Steak n Shake. We got in the car and drove all the way there to find that it was closed.

What the fuck?

Everyone knows that Steak n Shake is open 24 hours... the one damn time that I want something at 4 in the morning and relied on this place to fulfill my hopes and dreams, it lets me down! Crushed. Forgiveness will never be given.

On the way back home after this traumatizing event, we tried driving past a couple places that we thought might have shakes...but McDonalds only has breakfast at that time and no shakes and Uncle Nicks was closed. I went home empty handed. Ramon was nice enough to drive me around town on the mission (thanks baby) but alas I went to bed shakeless. lol.

I woke up this morning and we finally got our xbox 360 elite back and its fixed and ready to play. We went to dairy queen and got me a shake, Ramon got a punkin pie blizzard and we got a couple double cheese burgers. 2 for $3.33. They were pretty good but you know what? my shake was f'n delicious. I love chocolate shakes. I love them good.

Pretty pictures...

The sky is so beautiful in the fall...

(Ramon helped me take a couple :-D)

This one was taken at work.

This was before work taken in an Arby's parking lot.

Same one different picture.

My favorite.

21 days...

I just created this blog because I really like my new digital camera that my boyfriend gave me. His name is Ramon. We've been together for almost 2 years... December 15th. :-D

I found out about this blog from my dad's wife Christy. She has a blog that he has linked me too to see airplane pictures while delivering pizzas to their death.Her blog gave me this idea, thank you Christy. I don't know if many poeple will read this and I really honestly don't care but sometimes things come out better and more comprehendable in writing than they do out loud.

I'm 23 years old and will have my "golden" birthday in 21 days. When I typed that, I remembered the picture I have now. My dad stopped by the other day without notice and demanded a glass of milk. ( An ongoing joke ). It was cool! He had a picture with him. It was me and my twin brother Gary when we were 21 days old. I'm the one on the left. The dude in the picture is my dad and he's got his hand hoving over us,which shows perfectly how fuck'n tiny we were. :-D I looked so adorable, and then I grew up. Here's the picture. I took it with my neon green camera. If I could take a picture of my camera, with my camera, I totally would. lol.